Psalms 112 - The Righteous Will Never Be Moved

This past summer as I was walking through the Lifeway Christian bookstore the Lord put in my heart to buy two books for my son. In pure obedience, I bought them and asked the Lord to reveal to me when they should be given to him. One book was a parent book and to be honest, I never opened it. Two weeks ago the Holy Spirit spoke to me to give Brandon his book and for me to start the parenting book. Within the introduction of the book, the Lord gave me a verse for my son - Psalms 112. My heart was overflowing with His goodness!!! I was moved beyond measure and I gave my whole heart into this assignment that He gave me for Brandon. My son started reading his book, Playing with a Purpose - Inside the Lives and Faith of Top NBA players. Trust me, there is nothing in me that thinks my son is going to the NBA but there is something that is written in that book that my son needs to read. I wrote my portion of this interactive book and we spent time together as I read to Brandon what I felt was most important to share with him lead by the Holy Spirit. I read Psalms 112 to him and he was sorta surprised. I'm not sure if it's because the Word of the Lord speaks life into him and at 14 years old he feels like that's impossible or inadequate or it was exactly what he needed to hear to push through these teenage years. With the football game blaring in the background, I knew God had a plan for all of this. This was preparing Brandon for this next phase of life.

Psalms 112 (ESV)

1 Praise the Lord!

   Blessed is the man who fears the Lord,

   who greatly delights in his commandments!

2 His offspring will be mighty in the land;

    the generation of the upright will be blessed.

3 Wealth and riches are in his house,

    and his righteousness endures forever.

4 Light dawns in the darkness for the upright;

    he is gracious, merciful, and righteous.

5 It is well with the man who deals generously and lends;

    who conducts his affairs with justice.

6 For the righteous will never be moved;

    he will be remembered forever.

7 He is not afraid of bad news;

    his heart is firm, trusting in the Lord.

8 His heart is steady; he will not be afraid,

    until he looks in triumph on his adversaries.

9 He has distributed freely; he has given to the poor;

    his righteousness endures forever;

    his horn is exalted in honor.

10 The wicked man sees it and is angry;

    he gnashes his teeth and melts away;

    the desire of the wicked will perish!

Fast forward to Wednesday, September 30, 2015 - Al was in his office not knowing that his staff would come around him, laying hands on him in prayer. Al said the room (his office) was on fire and His presence was manifesting deep in the hearts of believers and non-believers...that place and those people will never be the same! The cool thing about living in Panama is that this is not frowned upon like it would be in the United States. All of a sudden, one of Al's employees started singing a Psalm from the Holy Bible. Al said that as he spoke each word, he humbly received a fresh anointing from God. An outpouring of grace and truth that transformed his heart at that very moment. I asked him which Psalms was sung as I trembled in this fleshly body hearing this story. It was Psalms 112!!!!!!! Incredible, my heart too was pierced!!! I was so overwhelmed that my stomach turned and I cried and praised God for giving both my son and husband the same Word.

God spoke to my heart and said to not focus on the details of what will happen but to know that His ways are not my ways. He reminded me to trust in Him. To not lean on my own understanding but to seek Him always for wisdom and truth. As we prepare for what's ahead, we are encouraged that God has prepared a way for us and we will walk through this with strength and courage!! We don't have to be afraid because He won't leave us or forsake us. His Word says that God is for us so no weapon formed against us will prosper! The promises He gave us are true and He is preparing a room for us to be seated with Him all the days of our life!!!!

I'm overwhelmed by His love!! If you're not a Christ follower, please let the stirring of your heart lead to a submission to pray. Let your words flow as your life is reborn!! Cry out to the Almighty who is writing a perfect story for your life!! You won't regret this encounter with the greatest Author of all time. Read the Bible, and seek Him because I guarantee He is calling for you!! He has gone before you and wants to make your crooked paths straight! He wants to breath life into you like no man on earth can. He wants to restore the things that have been stolen from you and renew you so you can live with freedom all the days of your life. He is a strong tower and shelter for the weak. Come as you are and know that it's never to late to give your life to Christ.

Brother and sister and intercessors, we ask for your prayers as we walk in this journey of submission. We know walking with Jesus and working for His kingdom requires risk. Often times change comes without notice and we have to fully trust in our King for wisdom. We are looking forward to what ahead! May God receive the glory!!!! We praise You, King Jesus!!!!

With love, honor and praise - God bless each one of you!!

MORE Jesus!

What an amazing year 2015 has been! Every day just reveals more about how sovereign and merciful our God is. How much He loves and cares for every detail in our life. Less of me and more of Him!


For the past week we've been awaiting the news to see if Cecily will be accepted into the Neeley School of Business for Entrepreneurship. Yes, I know, Baylor is ranked #3 but TCU is close behind at #6. With Cecily in their ranks, I see a healthy competition in the near future. Let's just face the fact, Jesus has Texas Christian University's back and pours favor on the faithful!

This had me thinking and praying and asking God in prayer for His blessing over Cecily's future. As I prayed and prayed I realized my prayers were for the big picture. I prayed over the school, over their student body: upcoming, current and alum. I prayed for their teaching and biblical principals that may be lacking in their teaching. I prayed that God pursue the hearts of the professors and leadership and bring them to their knees. MORE JESUS!!

On Sunday during Worship Night at PAINT church, I asked God to have His way in Cecily's life. "She's Yours, King Jesus. Father, pull her hearts strings and have her hunger for You. Lord, may she know You and seek You in everything she does." As I went deeper in prayer I spoke a prayer that could only have been lead by the Holy Spirit. "Father of Heaven and Earth, if Cecily wants this for herself and not to honor You and give You glory, take away this opportunity! Remove it and restore what Your plan is for her." My heart stopped but I knew those words meant truth. Why would I want my daughter to be blessed with something if she desired it more than she desired Jesus?

The next day my stomach was in knots. How do I tell my daughter this? What did I get myself into? I reminded myself to trust in God's plan. Cecily had called me and told me that they had a guest speaker at Gateway Church on Sunday. She said the message was about Jesus, the humble servant. There is nothing more that I want but to align myself to my children and their biblical teaching. I want to have a deeper conversation about the message she received. I want to compare her notes with my notes and share with her what Holy Spirit has put in my heart.

What a message! Dr. Spurling spoke about a time in his life when he finished up his PhD. He said he got his diploma and shared it with his father and his father looked at it and gave it back to him. He so wanted a "good job, son" speech but his dad instead spoke truth into his son. He said, "Son, fold up that diploma, put it in your back pocket and let no one know you have it. If you need a piece of paper to validate who you are then you're not worth much. If you want someone to be impressed with your credentials, then you have some other issues. If you want someone to look at you and admire you because of something extra...if its not the quality of your character that attracts them, then you're not much of a man and I don't want a son who acts that way." WOW!! I needed to hear this. This was confirmation of what Holy Spirit spoke to my heart on Sunday. How cool is our Father? He gave this message to my daughter, His daughter on the same day!! What am I worried about? God has this covered! MORE JESUS!!

Today we received the wonderful news that she has been accepted!! Yes I'm happy and proud of her but she is more than the school she attends and the degree she's aiming for. Ultimately, I want Jesus to qualify her with the gifts and talents He has blessed her with. I want her to pursue what God places in her heart that will honor Him all the days of her life. Even though she was born to teenage parents, she was made for more! More of His love for the poor and orphans! More of His mercy and grace! More of His compassion for the weak and weary! More of His vision! More time on her knees! More Holy Spirit! More surrendering to His Lordship! MORE JESUS!!